I've been tired the last two days...well thursday and friday anyway...i should really be getting to bed. there have been some really cool people around AOL lately...they're just as nuts as i am. OOOKAY? i wanna sleep like nothing else, but i've got to wait for someone to read this story i just posted and tell me if he likes it. and his computer is being slow as molasses. luckily mine's faster, but that poses a problem for the most part, because i get like three IMs in before they even get on...

She couldn’t remember a time when she was truly happy, it’d been so long. Now she sat in her room, tear stained face staring out the window from clear honey-colored eyes. Her pale skin merely looked paler, and she was so skinny, for with this unhappiness came a weight loss. She couldn’t eat, she’d only vomit it up again. It wasn’t that she was bulimic, it was merely impossible for her to hold solid foods down. As he passed the house, he saw a slight shadow sitting still in an upstairs window....

I think i was born confused

It's about 1:30 in the morning on Dec. 1st. I'm really tired and chatting up a 23-24 year old from Illinois and it's fun, but there are so many people trying to hook up with me. it's alright, though. my head is spinning from lack of sleep i suppose, i'm supposed to be in bed two and a half hours ago. i'm gonna sleep through everything tomorrow until i get used to sleep deprivation. i have dance tomorrow night, that's gonna suck sleeping through that. stumbling around like an idiot. honestly. i...